Crisco the Pirate

sweet sweet tormenting emotion

Wed, 19 May 2004 03:47:12 GMT

yes i hate to tell you all, but no matter who you are, YOU TOO HAVE EMOTION!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm tired of all these fucking people who think its "cool" npt to feel. you are not tough. this is not going to protect you. its just gonna fuck you up later on down the line. so quit the act people. because its fucking anoyying i know i'm not the only one who BLEEDS!

Oh Yeah

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 17:46:21 GMT

By the way, whenever you "people" read one of my diaries, don't try to interpret it. you'll prolly just get it wrong anyway. so yeah

got it?

Thats Bullshit

Fri, 30 Apr 2004 17:38:35 GMT

well here is the deal people, i got kicked outta school yesterday. yup........ kicked out cause i got pissed off and said something i shouldn't have. well it just goes to show that, well really i havn't learned anything from this. i actually couldn't care less. i'm going to keep,saying whatever the fuck i want to whoever i want. sooooo ummmmmm

WATCH OUT!

(BITCH!) courtesy of Jericho

damn

Tue, 20 Apr 2004 03:30:24 GMT

Sometimes, you just wish life would deal you some straight cards and give you just one really great thing. i can't stand it anymore. my pain is near unbearable. if i werent such a pansy or didn't think it solved anything, i would prolly be a cutter. anyway. just fuck you all happy ass bastrds. if i can't be happy for a moment niether should you, i will promptly hunt you down and kill you with a knife, so you better be freakin ripped for when you get stabbed with a knife

alllriiight

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 01:48:05 GMT

well well well, guess what i did just a few minutes ago? Go on Guess!

Guess damn it! what? dont know?

well i will tell you........................... i just got sweet sweet anal lovins in a park, on a bench, with peole around, it was funny as hell.

Now beat that pantie snatchers!

YAY!

Sun, 11 Apr 2004 18:56:35 GMT

I LOVE YOU JO!

just another happy death-day

Sat, 10 Apr 2004 05:38:42 GMT

so people i guess this is as far as i go for now, i'm just biding my time till i can unburden my "family" and live out my own pathetic life. yup thats it for me. anyway, i just wanna say one thing to all you self centered bastards. IAM NOT ALWAYS HAPPY! i may look pretty damn happy. i have my own god damned problems and i'm pretty disturbed. so if i don't know you, i probably will not care. i'm not heartless but i will disown you if you do not show me a reason not to. i didn't realize till quite recently just how shitty i feel sometime. i guess you could LABEL me( not like most of you mindless bastards don't do it already )goth. i don't know, I fucken hate labels. but how am i gonna place myself in this world. or should i even try to. anyway, if you know me, you know exactly what the fuck i'm talkin bout so anyone who opposes me can go fuck themselves!

-Must i mask myself for you all?

i guess so

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 18:10:05 GMT

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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nuke em

Wed, 07 Apr 2004 18:00:27 GMT

anyway yeah so cool
head hurts, body tired, appendages screaming, nearly got eye poked out by garbage disposal wrench spinny deally, picked up rocks, ate waffles, seems eventful but its only 1 and i'm beat and left bleeding, litterally well crazy grandpa is here to make me do work sooooooo i will bid you all adue and hope i don't die

yup sure am

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 02:29:14 GMT

never trust a .......... well anything, whatvere

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 03:28:03 GMT

SHIT

damn damn damn damn

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 03:06:38 GMT

well damn. is there any way you could just well crap people just crap ya know what i mean!

shit! Piss! Ass! umm Turrets

Sun, 28 Mar 2004 03:49:29 GMT

yeah well jo is gone fer four days sux, but i have learned that no matter how bad I feel, There is someone else who feel 1 million times worse(sorry Rummy love ya)But still i can't wait till i get to see her again. it was kinda weird today, i was at work and all of a sudden it felt like she was standing right there with me.In that smelly crappy ass shit hole of a retaraunt. it felt really relaxing. i am The luckiest person on earth.

Yesterday though i felt really kinda crappy, cuz my grades were so bad. i was thnking about how i will always be poor and never have a good job. that really doesn't bothere me all too much, if it were just me anyway. but i was thinking about me and jos future and i felt bad that i will be a loser i want to be able to provide for us. for her. i do'nt ever want her to go wothout. i'm just scared any way thats it i guess.

whoot whoot

Tue, 23 Mar 2004 03:49:35 GMT

Wow! Its been hella loong since i have written in here, not like anyone will read it anyway. But hey, who am i writting this for me or them? Thats what being a nonconformist is all about, doing what you want (that and being illiterate) Right Rummy?
anyway, stuff is goin good for me right now, i am withe the most wounderful girl i could ever hope for and she loves me. well most everything is good. That whore of a woman i call a mother called me last night and tormented me with tah single question,"WAS THERE ANYTHING ELSE YOURE NOT TELLING ME?" No you stupid bitch! like i am gonna lie about something soo god damned important! Leave me at peace please!!!!!!!! anyway done being pissed, i'lljust go drink myself to sleep or something, whatever bye all

zen

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 23:44:36 GMT

well i've decided that i am going to search for a higher lain of thought in an attempt to reach my spiritual nirvana by utalizing the the lost art of zen. wish me luck!

movies

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 05:14:30 GMT

i guess i belong in this one kinda crazy

Fight Club!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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yeps more koolio stuffs

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 05:10:03 GMT

Your Energy is Green. You are easygoing, stable
and bring feelings of peace and natural harmony
to those in your presence. You have good
perception and awareness about most things, but
you don't apreciated sudden surprises.

You are a natural healer and would make an ideal
physician, office manager, herbologist,
anthropologist, or Accountant.

What color is your energy?
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well another thought from a wannabe anarchist

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 04:51:19 GMT

well just goes to show the world is toatally fucked...............and theres nothin anybody can do. it just get worse and worse. Its almost hilarious how i can sit in my church group with grown adults in like their 30's and contradict every single one of their hypocritical "teachings(opinions) and still be completely and utterly right. no i've decide its bnot funny, it's sad. it's sad when a 16 year old has more common sense than someone who has lived on this "God" forsaken planet for that many more years. i just wann get up in front of that church and scream to all thjose people how increadibly wrong hey are how completely blind they are. i just want to slit my wrist in front of them and say "this is the only truth, whatch me die before your eyes, this is the only truth you will ever witness" and then with a dying breath i will ask for one more chance to show the world how wrong they are.

"Do unto others as you wish, cuz they are just gonna be assholes anyway"

Mon, 08 Mar 2004 04:36:23 GMT

Heart of Fire

What is Your Heart REALLY Made of?
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Fri, 05 Mar 2004 22:57:17 GMT

you are pink
#FFC0CB

Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right?

Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

crazy three hours

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 04:43:46 GMT

mannnnnnnnnnn
today was da shit. i got to be with my jojo for three hours straight today. it was really really crazy. she makes me feel so great. having her there........liying there with me. made me feel so very peacful. i just want her to know that no matter what happens, whatever things we may have to over come or,(abstain from he he)i will always love her. and her being able to hear what i told her about my past and still love me. was probably THE must..................
i don't know, i can't explain it just, warmth,joy, releif, happiness. only words i can think of.

Thank you

skipping school

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 19:25:54 GMT

ha!

I'm skipping school, now i'm gonna go get something to eat

Life sucks and then you die

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 04:44:48 GMT

yeah i have no i dea where my life is going,

HOPE!
HOPE!
THERE IS NO HOPE!
the only light in my life, the only thing i can count on is my wounderful, beautiful, intelligent, sexy, loving Joanna

The Begining is the end is the begining

Thu, 26 Feb 2004 01:51:22 GMT

well it looks like this whole band thing is coming to an end. Roy doesn't know it but its all over, but jaque and i had a secret practice today, and i came up with a new song in like ten minutes. Poor Roy though. he is gonna be devistated when he finds out its all over. but it will shurley be much more of a relief to me when its all over. I know this shure isn't gonna go well. but i already feel more creativity seeping in. oh well i guess we will have to see

A Revolution! its the only solution

umm well

Wed, 25 Feb 2004 04:54:40 GMT

yep i'm gonna whatch Witch Hunter Robin Tonight
its kool
no porn for a while though
not bad i guess
although i do love porn
it's good
getting
horny oops
did i say that out loud?
sorry

i am not a crook!