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yes i hate to tell you all, but no matter who you are, YOU TOO HAVE EMOTION!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm tired of all these fucking people who think its "cool" npt to feel. you are not tough. this is not going to protect you. its just gonna fuck you up later on down the line. so quit the act people. because its fucking anoyying i know i'm not the only one who BLEEDS! |
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| 12:42pm 30/04/2004 |
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By the way, whenever you "people" read one of my diaries, don't try to interpret it. you'll prolly just get it wrong anyway. so yeah
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| Thats Bullshit |
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| 12:37pm 30/04/2004 |
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well here is the deal people, i got kicked outta school yesterday. yup........ kicked out cause i got pissed off and said something i shouldn't have. well it just goes to show that, well really i havn't learned anything from this. i actually couldn't care less. i'm going to keep,saying whatever the fuck i want to whoever i want. sooooo ummmmmm
WATCH OUT!
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| 10:26pm 19/04/2004 |
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mood:  worried music: my dieng soul
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Sometimes, you just wish life would deal you some straight cards and give you just one really great thing. i can't stand it anymore. my pain is near unbearable. if i werent such a pansy or didn't think it solved anything, i would prolly be a cutter. anyway. just fuck you all happy ass bastrds. if i can't be happy for a moment niether should you, i will promptly hunt you down and kill you with a knife, so you better be freakin ripped for when you get stabbed with a knife |
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| 08:43pm 15/04/2004 |
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mood:  bouncy music: afi-Morning star
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well well well, guess what i did just a few minutes ago? Go on Guess!
Guess damn it! what? dont know?
well i will tell you........................... i just got sweet sweet anal lovins in a park, on a bench, with peole around, it was funny as hell.
Now beat that pantie snatchers! |
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| 01:53pm 11/04/2004 |
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mood:  crazy music: jesus rolling over in his grave cuz the people are lost
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| just another happy death-day |
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| 12:30am 10/04/2004 |
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mood: depressed music: a whisper from the dying world around me
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so people i guess this is as far as i go for now, i'm just biding my time till i can unburden my "family" and live out my own pathetic life. yup thats it for me. anyway, i just wanna say one thing to all you self centered bastards. IAM NOT ALWAYS HAPPY! i may look pretty damn happy. i have my own god damned problems and i'm pretty disturbed. so if i don't know you, i probably will not care. i'm not heartless but i will disown you if you do not show me a reason not to. i didn't realize till quite recently just how shitty i feel sometime. i guess you could LABEL me( not like most of you mindless bastards don't do it already )goth. i don't know, I fucken hate labels. but how am i gonna place myself in this world. or should i even try to. anyway, if you know me, you know exactly what the fuck i'm talkin bout so anyone who opposes me can go fuck themselves!
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| 01:09pm 07/04/2004 |
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You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.
What kind of kiss are you?
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| nuke em |
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| 12:57pm 07/04/2004 |
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mood:  tired music: duuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhh
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anyway yeah so cool
head hurts, body tired, appendages screaming, nearly got eye poked out by garbage disposal wrench spinny deally, picked up rocks, ate waffles, seems eventful but its only 1 and i'm beat and left bleeding, litterally well crazy grandpa is here to make me do work sooooooo i will bid you all adue and hope i don't die |
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| 09:03pm 28/03/2004 |
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mood: crappy music: chappele show
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well damn. is there any way you could just well crap people just crap ya know what i mean! |
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| shit! Piss! Ass! umm Turrets |
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| 09:41pm 27/03/2004 |
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mood:  scared music: some gay rap song by eminem
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yeah well jo is gone fer four days sux, but i have learned that no matter how bad I feel, There is someone else who feel 1 million times worse(sorry Rummy love ya)But still i can't wait till i get to see her again. it was kinda weird today, i was at work and all of a sudden it felt like she was standing right there with me.In that smelly crappy ass shit hole of a retaraunt. it felt really relaxing. i am The luckiest person on earth.
Yesterday though i felt really kinda crappy, cuz my grades were so bad. i was thnking about how i will always be poor and never have a good job. that really doesn't bothere me all too much, if it were just me anyway. but i was thinking about me and jos future and i felt bad that i will be a loser i want to be able to provide for us. for her. i do'nt ever want her to go wothout. i'm just scared any way thats it i guess. |
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| 09:35pm 22/03/2004 |
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mood: drunk on societys filth music: Anti-Flag___Drink Drank Punk
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Wow! Its been hella loong since i have written in here, not like anyone will read it anyway. But hey, who am i writting this for me or them? Thats what being a nonconformist is all about, doing what you want (that and being illiterate) Right Rummy?
anyway, stuff is goin good for me right now, i am withe the most wounderful girl i could ever hope for and she loves me. well most everything is good. That whore of a woman i call a mother called me last night and tormented me with tah single question,"WAS THERE ANYTHING ELSE YOURE NOT TELLING ME?" No you stupid bitch! like i am gonna lie about something soo god damned important! Leave me at peace please!!!!!!!! anyway done being pissed, i'lljust go drink myself to sleep or something, whatever bye all |
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| zen |
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| 05:43pm 08/03/2004 |
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mood:  creative
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well i've decided that i am going to search for a higher lain of thought in an attempt to reach my spiritual nirvana by utalizing the the lost art of zen. wish me luck! |
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| yeps more koolio stuffs |
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| 11:10pm 07/03/2004 |
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Your Energy is Green. You are easygoing, stable
and bring feelings of peace and natural harmony
to those in your presence. You have good
perception and awareness about most things, but
you don't apreciated sudden surprises.
You are a natural healer and would make an ideal
physician, office manager, herbologist,
anthropologist, or Accountant.
What color is your energy?
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| well another thought from a wannabe anarchist |
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| 10:40pm 07/03/2004 |
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mood: distressed
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well just goes to show the world is toatally fucked...............and theres nothin anybody can do. it just get worse and worse. Its almost hilarious how i can sit in my church group with grown adults in like their 30's and contradict every single one of their hypocritical "teachings(opinions) and still be completely and utterly right. no i've decide its bnot funny, it's sad. it's sad when a 16 year old has more common sense than someone who has lived on this "God" forsaken planet for that many more years. i just wann get up in front of that church and scream to all thjose people how increadibly wrong hey are how completely blind they are. i just want to slit my wrist in front of them and say "this is the only truth, whatch me die before your eyes, this is the only truth you will ever witness" and then with a dying breath i will ask for one more chance to show the world how wrong they are.
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| 04:56pm 05/03/2004 |
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you are pink
#FFC0CB |
Your dominant hue is red... you are passionate, energetic, and unafraid of life's changes. You're all about getting out and trying something new, even if it means taking risks that other people would be afraid of. Hey, if they're afraid and you're not, more power to you, right?
Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion.
Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
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